I sometime daydream that by some time this day next year I will either still be in Germany or on my way home. And hopefully be trilingual, that is my purpose of going there, learn a new language. I am still waiting on my host family to contact me, its a nerve-raking feeling since I have no idea who they are or where they live, even how many siblings I will have. I just hope they can contact me soon because I am very anxious to see how they are. Days pass by and my departure date seems so far yet so close. I have two months off yet, its just 60 days left I have with my family to enjoy it. I will miss my niece (that is 2 years old) and my new baby nephew (thats just 2 months old). I have so many mixed feelings, but this is a once in a life time experience that I am willing to take.